Cardiac Experiment

When the plates turned cherry red
It might have been a good time to stop.
But how often can you conduct
An experiment like this?

I bypassed the fuses
And screwed down the safety cutouts

It was a nice piece of equipment
A little unstable at times
Very sensitive
And yet robust in output

And how often do you find someone
With a similar piece of equipment
One that goes to 11?
One that can pick up the star-sounds?

And generally you hook up in parallel
Or even series
But not cross connect
Input to output

Every engineer knows
That positive feedback loops
Are unstable.

But the effects were amazing
Things I'd never seen before
Both devices rose to the occasion
(For a while)

But eventually
I smelled a burning smell
And there were some wild fluctuations
And finally the smoke came out
The magic smoke
And everything stopped working

And now
I have to pick up the pieces.
The output is shot
The power supply will probably need
A complete rebuild
I certainly don't trust the rectifier
As far as I can throw it.

And there's a whole subsection
Sensitive detectors
Just blobs of melted metal
I may never be able
To put that back together

I can only imagine
The shape the other device
Must be in.

Was it worth it?
Even failed experiments
Tell you something

But this wasn't a failure
It was glorious
(For a while)
And opened new vistas of inquiry

And I really didn't know
The equipment could stand
That level of strain
And still survive
(After a fashion)

Will I try it again?
Can I not?

Must I?